The first word you see is your other-half’s zodiac sign!
It’s the one you are subconsciously attracted to the most.
Which zodiac sign did you see first?
Scopio Im still thinking of him.
Hours later and I’m missing the fuck out of him but why??? Maybe it’s just the feeling of having someone to talk to and look forward to talking them. Blah I knew things were too good to be true this shouldn’t even matter to me anymore he just walked away. I never asked for anything maybe I’m to passive and nice. My thoughts will forever be just that thoughts that will not come to light. I just want my soulmate and if I don’t meet them in this lifetime I wonder if I will be okay with that. Like when I die will I wake up and have another chance at all of this. With a different body and way of being. But I need to just get over this I knew people didnt mean what they say
Don’t know why I had hope in this situation.
Today was better than yesterday I can say that much my eyes aren’t leaking but it’s still early. As long as I dont think about him I’ll be alright ugh I don’t know why I can’t let go when people walk away from me without giving me a reason. I really don’t understand that about people.
Emeli Sandé - My Kind Of Love (RedOne and Alex P …:
The mind is a trap of many things shit I wish to change and shit I wish to do. This will be my therapy my place I can escape. I’m sick of being full of feelings sometimes I think I’m going crazy. So much is on my mind right now I need to talk and say what Im thinking and feeling but the person I want to say these things to won’t even talk to me. Ugh I’m just tired of being sad I know people understand that feeling. You only want to be vulnerable with one person and they don’t give a fuck. Writing this shit out helps sometimes cause once it’s out I don’t think about it anymore. Why is it so hard for people to just let you love them and be there for them? I just need to scream and get these thoughts out of my head. Drowning my sorrows in a bottle would be nice but fuck it.
I’m listening to “Dont Tread on Me” by Metallica on #xiialive
I’m listening to “Understanding” by 24-7 Spyz on #xiialive